Tuesday, October 06, 2020

Rob, the mind reader

There was a boy.

He heard other people's thought.

It helped. He was able to understand why one of his friends got annoyed.

It was not consistent, though.

Sometimes, he could hear the whole conversation, but other times, especially when he really needed, nothing was heard.

He managed to learn how to deal with this inconsistency.

He also learned to show a poker face when some thoughts were heard. 

Reacting to a thought is strange most of the time.

Not reacting to a word could be rude, but it is better than strange.

He became quite, avoiding saying any specific things.

In contrast, his understanding on people got deeper.

He learned that what people say has very little truth.

He went to a college.

He studied English literature.

Reading is like hearing thoughts of somebody else.

He didn't need to speak while reading. It was safe.

He loved books.

There is another girl in a class, who seemed to like books.

She was quiet.

She was beautiful.

She had tighten lips, white skin, and black hear.

He was not able to hear her thought. It was little strange.

He liked her, and wanted to be a friend of her.

Except for the one time. When he bumped into her just outside of a class.

He felt startled, and soon be relieved and excited. 

He briefly thought that this could be a chance for him to talk to her in person.

What he heard was grumpy "fxxx, this guy again."

His heart was frozen.

He lost his confidence to talk to her ever again.

He had a couple of classes with her later, but both graduated without ever talking to each other.

Then, he was hired to a book publisher, a good one.

He was still quite, but he could read people's mind, which helped him make good decisions that satisfy others, especially upper managers.

One day, one meeting was held.

His boss was supposed to lead the meeting, but she asked him to lead this one probably because of her son, a troubled one. 

He attended the meeting.

It was her.

She was still beautiful, with a bit short hair.

Surprised and delighted, but his poker face didn't show any emotion.

"Rob, I didn't know that you are working here."

He was surprised that she knew his name.

She was here, so she must be wanting to publish her book, but she didn't want to talk much about her manuscript.

It is quite strange. Usually, authors in this room are salespersons. She was not.

She didn't even talk about it.

The initial manuscript was short. It must be poetry or something.

He asked what this is about.

She is quite.

He actually has lots of other questions in his mind. How have you been? How are you doing? Is she a full time writer? Is she seeing anybody? None of these questions was asked.

The meeting was short.

What he had was her email and manuscript, via his boss.

He said that he was going to get back her after reading it.

She didn't say anything. He still wasn't able to hear her thought.

He came back home early, ate instant noodle, and started to read her manuscript. He resisted his temptation to open it in the office because he didn't want to be interrupted. He wanted solid two hours.

It was not poetry. It is rather a story of a girl falling in love with a boy.

Interestingly, the speaker of the story is not the girl, but the boy.

It starts:

"She is quiet.

She is beautiful.

She has tighten lips, white skin, and black hear.

I cannot hear her thought. It's little strange."

After finishing the manuscript, he wrote and deleted about 100 emails and ended up email her saying "Can we meet tomorrow?" around 1am.

The reply was instant, and it only said "Yes, "
















followed by "but It was not me. You never heard of my thought."

He wasn't able to sleep that night.

When sun rose, he smiled though.


This is an impromptu bedtime story for my lovely girls (Kaylin and Lena).

Monday, August 24, 2020

잠을 못자서...

아마 저녁을 굶기 시작한 후부터, 점심이 부실하면 숙면을 못 취하는 것 같습니다. 출근해서 회사에 있을 때에는 규칙적이어서 괜찮은데, 주말동안에 집에 있거나, 회사에 나오더라도 회사 식당을 열지 않을 때에는 컵라면으로 때우게 되는 경우가 많아서 그러네요. 주말 이틀동안 잔 시간은 긴데, 푹 자질 못하니 몸이 엉망입니다.

오늘은 최대한 어려운 결정은 미뤄야 하겠습니다. 답답한 보고를 받았을 경우에는 잘못 피드백을 드릴 수 있을 것 같군요.

하늘은 가을하늘입니다. 묘하게 아름답네요.

Saturday, August 15, 2020

2020년이라고요?

Facebook에 글을 많이 썼었는데, 아무래도 보는 눈들이 많아서 글 하나 쓰기에도 눈치가 보이네요. 다른 대안을 찾다가 예전에 글쓰던 곳을 다시 찾았습니다.

참 징하게 비가 오래 오는 2020년이고, COVID-19으로 세상이 송두리째 바뀐 2020년이고, 그래도 덕분에 식구들이 함께 살게 된 2020년입니다. Kaylin도 이제 소녀티를 벗고 있어서, 물고 빨고 할 시간도 얼마 남지 않은 것 같은데, 다행입니다.

어려운 시간을 잘 견뎌내시죠. 이 시간을 견딘 후에 Santorini 같은 곳에서 가족들과 함께 저녁 식사를 할 생각을 하면, 멋질 것 같긴 합니다. Santorini 노래를 부를 때, 처 데리고 휙 하니 다녀올 것 하는 후회가 있습니다. 이럴 줄 알았나요.